But Alec never ceasing in giving us signs of his love for us and his loved ones.
Everyday and several times throughout the day, he surprises us with a sign to let us know he is with us.
Awhile back I went on my first interview for a job as a hairstylist at a nursing home, It was in May of 2012, it was so hard to be there but I braved up and felt I should try to do something and contribute to our finances. I was hired as a back up stylist and sat in on a meeting with a group of other stylists and the bosses, they went around the table asking everyone about themselves. It was awful, I hoped she'd skip me and I think I was just so vague in my answer so as not to lose it. Anyway, they only called on me once and I couldn't work that time and did not call again,( I figured it was because I just sat there and didn't talk much at the meeting), then I received a letter a few months ago saying I would be terminated if I didn't contact them, so I did and they had me go in and show me the ropes one day. Then I was asked to work. Now I officially have 7 odd jobs now, I know that I didn't get called for any of the jobs I applied for because there was no way I could've kept it together to be at a job, but now it helps me to stay busy working. I still have no desire to do things, but working is different, work I can do...usually. So on the day I went to the nursing home, I was nervous sitting in my car waiting to go in and the song "Firework" by Katy Perry came on which as many do reminds me of Alec and I look up and see a sign that says 10-23, it was a condo unit and had a sign pointing to the unit #'s which were 10 thru 23. I drove over to it got out and took a picture for me and to show Keith and Cass and when I got back in my car it was 8:23. My Bubbies always give me extra love when I need it most, I had to gather myself after that to go in and it was really nice to care for the elderly doing their hair, they were so sweet to me.