So it's been awhile since I've written on here, sometimes I just have no words.
But Alec never ceasing in giving us signs of his love for us and his loved ones.
Everyday and several times throughout the day, he surprises us with a sign to let us know he is with us.
Awhile back I went on my first interview for a job as a hairstylist at a nursing home, It was in May of 2012, it was so hard to be there but I braved up and felt I should try to do something and contribute to our finances. I was hired as a back up stylist and sat in on a meeting with a group of other stylists and the bosses, they went around the table asking everyone about themselves. It was awful, I hoped she'd skip me and I think I was just so vague in my answer so as not to lose it. Anyway, they only called on me once and I couldn't work that time and did not call again,( I figured it was because I just sat there and didn't talk much at the meeting), then I received a letter a few months ago saying I would be terminated if I didn't contact them, so I did and they had me go in and show me the ropes one day. Then I was asked to work. Now I officially have 7 odd jobs now, I know that I didn't get called for any of the jobs I applied for because there was no way I could've kept it together to be at a job, but now it helps me to stay busy working. I still have no desire to do things, but working is different, work I can do...usually. So on the day I went to the nursing home, I was nervous sitting in my car waiting to go in and the song "Firework" by Katy Perry came on which as many do reminds me of Alec and I look up and see a sign that says 10-23, it was a condo unit and had a sign pointing to the unit #'s which were 10 thru 23. I drove over to it got out and took a picture for me and to show Keith and Cass and when I got back in my car it was 8:23. My Bubbies always give me extra love when I need it most, I had to gather myself after that to go in and it was really nice to care for the elderly doing their hair, they were so sweet to me.
But Alec never ceasing in giving us signs of his love for us and his loved ones.
Everyday and several times throughout the day, he surprises us with a sign to let us know he is with us.
Awhile back I went on my first interview for a job as a hairstylist at a nursing home, It was in May of 2012, it was so hard to be there but I braved up and felt I should try to do something and contribute to our finances. I was hired as a back up stylist and sat in on a meeting with a group of other stylists and the bosses, they went around the table asking everyone about themselves. It was awful, I hoped she'd skip me and I think I was just so vague in my answer so as not to lose it. Anyway, they only called on me once and I couldn't work that time and did not call again,( I figured it was because I just sat there and didn't talk much at the meeting), then I received a letter a few months ago saying I would be terminated if I didn't contact them, so I did and they had me go in and show me the ropes one day. Then I was asked to work. Now I officially have 7 odd jobs now, I know that I didn't get called for any of the jobs I applied for because there was no way I could've kept it together to be at a job, but now it helps me to stay busy working. I still have no desire to do things, but working is different, work I can do...usually. So on the day I went to the nursing home, I was nervous sitting in my car waiting to go in and the song "Firework" by Katy Perry came on which as many do reminds me of Alec and I look up and see a sign that says 10-23, it was a condo unit and had a sign pointing to the unit #'s which were 10 thru 23. I drove over to it got out and took a picture for me and to show Keith and Cass and when I got back in my car it was 8:23. My Bubbies always give me extra love when I need it most, I had to gather myself after that to go in and it was really nice to care for the elderly doing their hair, they were so sweet to me.
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