It was about a month or 2 after Alec went to Heaven, when I woke with the strongest need to know the words in the beginning of our Shania song. This song "Forever and for Always" was mine and Alec's song, I would hold him in my arms and dance around the kitchen with him, singing this song to him. And when he got older, he would have me play it in the car and he would sing along and make me sing too. Oh how adorable he was singing this song. In the beginning of the song, Shania kind of hums a few words and these were the words I woke needing to know, I knew all the other words. I felt it would have a message from Alec in them. So I went on the computer and typed in Lyrics for Shania forever and for always song. So many choices popped up, and two images of videos. I looked at all the choices for awhile, trying to decide which one to click on. And this one above is the one I chose.
I knew instantly that this was a gift from Alec, I knew he was showing me all that he is doing in Heaven. The little boy, who looks just like Alec and has the word "Love" on his shirt, which is everything that Alec is. And he has wings and a halo. The girl he is with does not have wings or a halo. I think that the girl is me . I feel he is showing me that he is right there beside me with everything I do. And I also feel it's his girlfriend. But I also believe he is showing me all the things he is able to do, things he could not do here. And that he still gets to do all the things he loved to do, like reading books.
I'm still amazed by my sweet boy for giving me this amazing gift
knowing it would bring comfort to his Mama's heart.
I could have picked any of those other choices of lyrics that popped up, and this video is not a typical video that would pop up for a Shania song.
Thank you Bubbies for loving and taking such good care of your Mama..I love you right up to the moon and back and a million, trillion, gazillion times more.